One of those days

Today was just one of those days that I wish I never had to roll out of bed. Overall, my day really didn't appear to be that bad--I spent the majority of it at work, which I love, with some of my favorite coworkers. But I had my mind on a couple of depressing things the whole day, thus keeping the rain cloud over my head on a rather sunny day. I found out Thursday night that my papers didn't go in as planned, due to the fact that for some reason my pulse was reading high the day I went in to have it done. I had to go today and have my pulse reread. No big deal, right? Well it was to me because I had my heart set on getting my call on Wednesday-I now have to wait for 2 weeks to get it now. I'm tired of things not working out...my sister says it's a sign that I'm not suppose to go. I think she is just saying that because she doesn't want me to go ha ha. But I am the type that believes there is a reason for everything so I am wondering why so many things are going wrong and why there has been so many delays in getting my call. I may not know now, or even in the near future, but I'm sure someday it will become clear to me why I had to endure yet another lesson in patience.

Today I also spoke to my attorney regarding my settlement with Coca Cola. I'm so tired of the whole legal process--I wish my job could be just to get better but that hasn't been the case. I've done so much running and calling around trying to get things figured out for my attorney. My attorney has once again giving me a list of things I need to do today. As if my life wasn't stressful and overscheduled enough! No wonder my pulse was running high when I went to the doctors--I'm always stressed! There are some days that I wish I wasn't so dedicated or responsible and could just quit my job and school and just relax for once...but then I remember how I'm the type of person that may complain about being busy, but secretly know that I would go crazy if I had too much free time.

I'm tired of the whole mess of a situation with Coca Cola. I can't wait to settle--and honestly not because of the money. I want that chapter of my life closed. Granted, the pain isn't going to go away once the papers are signed and I'm given the money, but it will be a huge weight off my shoulders that this part of the ordeal will be done and I don't need to deal with the crooks at Coke anymore. I'm tired of calls from my attorney or doctors regarding payments or the accident. I'm tired of explaining in detail to every bloody doctor what the pain in my neck is like. I'm tired of explaining my accident. Tired of people asking if I'm going to sue Coke to death. I want it over with! I want and need closure on this.